2026 November PAD Challenge Day 14: a temporary love

2026 November PAD Challenge Day 14: write a temporary poem.

a temporary love

i always dreamed of an idea love 
like a Sunday kind of love
where my weekends 
welcome no vacancies 
for part-time lovers.

i don't own enough 
love space to be a placeholder 
for a little boy reserved in
a grown body waiting to grow up.

i wasn't designed to be 
a bedwarmer for his 
empty bed to be warm enough.

i'm no fantasy boy's toy; 
a silly, show girl 
for his entertainment.

i never want to be 
a lovebombed babydoll,
dressed up in his fancy words;
playing house where he leisurely 
picks me up, puts me down;
leaving me broken into pieces 
that i can't permanently get back.

never have I ever wanted 
to be a temporary lover,
when I'm better off being
his better full than his half worse;
his riches when feeling poor;
his healer when life is wounded sore;
his Bonnie until death 
knocks at one of our lives' door.

💜D'ElegantOne 


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